Wednesday, July 30, 2008

Leaving?

She is leaving.
The kindness teacher in my heart.
She i fat><>
kakax.. I just love her style.
But she is leaving!!!!!!!
Made me cried today.
And classmates said i wai4 qiang2 zhong1 gan4 =.=
Not willing marh.. haiyorh. I'll cherish for these days .
Until the next saturday..
I'll be crying out Loudd..
Teeheeheeeeeee.


Thanks for telling me today *
muacks!

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Monday, July 28, 2008

I'm not missing you

Im not missing you
Been through just about everything that I could go through
When it comes to relationships
Dont know what I was missing or why I aint listen
When I told myself that was it
Now here I go, hurt again
Cause of my curiousity
Now that its over
What else could it be he just had to cheat
I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?
Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

But Im not missing you
Im not going through the motions
Waiting and hoping you call me

Im not missing you
You might have had me open
But I must be going becauseI got life to do
I know Im usually hanging on
I used to hate to see you gone
But this time its different
I dont even feel the distanceIm not missing
Im not missing you
Its a shame in a way cause
I feel that I may not ever find the right one for me

Did I leave him, is he right in front of my face
Will my true love ever be?
Why would I go on a search again
When I know what the end will be
What good is love when it keeps on hurting me?
I made a promise never to settle
Why didnt I keep it?Cause I hated the heartbreak
Crying and cheating, the fooling around

No I cant be with you
Cause I'm scared felt like I was falling when you left me
I cant keep going through life
Unaware of what I missed
And the person I could be
Love's good when its right
And when it's left in your memory
All the times I let you down
I guess love will be nice for someone elses life


type for fun .
Or seriously .

Im Not Missing You - Stacie Orrico

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

Dance Or. Dog

Pfft. Now you ask me for this.
You called your FRIEND to come to our house and stay overnight with us and the second day you ask her to bring MY DOG back to her house huh.
and you said i have too much pressure. Dancing till 7p.m.++ nearly everyday then no time to accompany or take care of my dog.
Then after that have to teach brother and sister huh.
I don care about it. And i don think they are the pressure.

Dance is love.
Dog is my pet.

I started joined gymnastic when i was standard 4
Kaiye bought me a dog was the same time too.
Now you want me to leave both or give up one of these?
FtW! Impossible!
And tomorrow is the first day of exam.
Tell me how i'm going to study with this.
Hell yea, You are just a devil in my heart from now.

I'm going to kill you if you bring it go.
Fuck the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaaahaahahahahhaaahhahahahahahahahaahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahah
It's started to flood... TeeHeeHEeee..

Friday, July 25, 2008

closer

Today after the meeting me yongcai yuewen ash and qidong went Popular!
Coz the popular is going to close without any reason ==
We played so crazy there=.=
Kept laughing and found a lot of books =..=
all what ren sheng da dao li
Then we bought a lot of ...


Storybooks hahaha

So happy to be with you all. =)
And something happened on that time =.=
Arghhhh !!!!

Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Dok.

I'm going burst :)
I'm sick of you.

The 110 posts

Yeah. And it's for you.
My dearest buddies since in primary school. Until now.
The one who was my admirer. Haaha.
The bestest basketball player in my heart.
The perasan in front of me everytime i see you.
And keep laughing at me coz i have a carrot legs =.=



And today, is your last day at here.
You told me you are leaving. 9p.m. something.
And you said you will be back on NEXT YEAR.
I'm not willing you.....
Although you always laughing at me and showing off your hieght.
175cm ++ Gosh .



You were the people who always listen to my heart and play with me when i'm alone.
The sky is so dark today. Because you are leaving?


Yeah.




Who knows what my heart is beating fast.
You wont know how much that i'm not willing you.
Goodbye and take care of yourself.
I think i won't recieve your message until the next year.
Dont know why. I'm hoping to see you now.
Maybe i just dont want to miss a thing. Cause i have already missed a thing.
Anyhow, Don be flower person when saw those wai guo ren xD
And dont ever forget me.
Haaha. I will miss you for sure. =X
I'm sorry i cant go to the airport to say goodbye there.
Hope you are well there. Rich guy .







...









Goodbye my dear friend,
Keanu Subba.
You are not alone too .

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

惊人


好喜欢今天的早上
因为你早晨的微笑对着我 哈哈
也许是我傻了 或想到太天真? 哈哈
美术节 HongSheng 又来捣鬼吃大便
" Eh WJ 给你的!" =.=!!
我知道不可能 不可能不可能
我在怀疑 是我的座位的风水不好还是你收讯不到
整天要我重复 吃大便@@
不理 至少我很enjoy跟你讲话 =)

最近好像都变冷淡去
是不主动 还是不被动
不清楚
简称或许是排坼
是吗?

放学练舞 ^^
之前去找 Ahchann
心事好像重重的 aikss .
给Steve 带我们 吓死人!!
练到大家的脚的肌肉好痛 明天一定 Bai kiok (我的广东进步了叻~ xD)
然后姐姐跟我讲了一个惊人的秘密
GOSH我当不起保姆larh 比较想玩卖东西 =S
不知道 My futureeeee... Whhoo. Wonderful? Lalala~
I hope you will be one part of my future xD
Or forever.. hiahiahia~

要到了 极限
我会努力考完试 就会Focus 你了 =)
为自己加油!

Qidong: 我有读书啦!X)

Monday, July 21, 2008

心情



昨天去pavilion =D 可是只买了两本可爱美丽的笔记簿
一个是Rainy day in paris 还有一个是My little artist <3
用来做日记 是有点怪但我喜欢 ^^
昨天也买了我最爱的Jco!!! I dont know why i prefer Jco.
I don like Big apple actually =.=
30个我买了 o.O
买给了很多人 反正钱不是我的 xDD

今天有在我班外!!
吓死人! 七早八早就有只猫 我的天
不理不理 只知道班上的人很有爱心 ^^
然后下课去吃很久没有吃了的 Asam laksa
佳雯也被我引诱了 哈哈
佳雯吃到留眼泪我的天
我只知道我的嘴巴很! 好久没有吃到酱疯了 xD



代数节 顿时想了你们
应该站在原点 还是前面 或是后面?
这感觉 很迷茫 很 Lost
算了 等我长大! 我还小 xD

誰來 燒熱
我眼睛的黑色
誰能 逃得出我的催眠
我會 讓你心甘情願把一切都給我
只要 看著我的雙眼
誰來 燒熱 我眼睛的黑色
誰能 止得住我的乾渴
我會 讓你跌入深不見底的快樂
無法 忘記我的 雙眼

放学和 zhenyi yongcai zhirong jun han 一起走出去
因为姐姐去学驾车了
后来才知道今天是 Yue Wen的生日!!
GOSH 我不知道!!! 结果打算明天练舞之前做卡给她 ^^
yue wen happy BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!! =D

下个礼拜 就是考试了
到现在我只草草做了笔记
并不打算读书 好堕落
没有心情读 ==

不理啊啊啊!
August 15 , I expect =D

I love my friends!!!
Debbie Ahchan Kahmun Leechwin Liyee Caihuan Xinxhyi Liyue Liting Elisa Zhiching Shiqi Shumin Jiawen huiwen blablablabla xD
You guys make me smile . You guys make the sun come up on a cloudy day. =)

Saturday, July 19, 2008

珍惜

男孩,不轻易哭泣,只有面对最爱的人时,才会变得脆弱。
男孩,不轻易哭泣,只有在太爱你的时候,才会放下自尊。
女孩,如果有个男孩为你哭,请拉住他的手,他真的可以陪你走完一生。
女孩,如果有个男孩为你哭,请不要放弃他,也许一个选择会毁掉一个人.

领悟
我明白

Happy birthDay!!

今天整理会所 乱到屁股酱 ==
好疯狂 3个女的3个男的 哈哈
然后人来人往
迷迷糊糊地听到声音 好熟悉
好偶然 也不小心看到一些我不该看的东西
因为与我无关? 不知道 那是个结
结果一直忍着 一直进鼓室 很不想再出来
我不想让任何人知道 呵呵 算了吧
过去就是过去了 答应了自己向前走的
突然很想找 Leechwin chanchan 他们
虽然会当上电灯泡 真的有那股冲动 =.=
整理完了还是很乱其实 @@
衣服是多多多多多多到 屁股酱 ==
我的天

然后上去跟Zhenyi 庆祝
Durian蛋糕 好吃啦 ==xD 不会欣赏
.....................

过后去Kepong 吃火锅!!
重点是 Tan Mei Yi Tiffany 有来!!! xD
My dearest Dancer <2007> ><
玩到很疯 xD
虽然去那里花了1个小时酱 ><
我们迷路了 Kee cha BOOM



Zhenyi..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! 快点做你要做的事!!xD
I know you love her. xDDD
muahahahaha. It's not a secret anymore? Hhuuhuhu~


过程Ailee 吃到最慢 >< 她竟然不会拿筷子 ==!然后他们开酒
最后吃到 $284 =X

12个人叻 Stefanel Jiawen Kaishing Meiyi Peiwen Qidong Zhenyi Junhan Ailee Me Yongcai & xxx(Saya tak tahu=.=) 很不错了 =)

和姐姐九点才到家 恐怖到 幸好爸爸妈妈都出去了 爽!
好累 好累

你为什么 我不明白
好想聆听 你真心的话
大便人啊大便人 =/
我心中就是解不开这个死结
剪不断的结


*Photos will be upload soon ><

Friday, July 18, 2008

Tired .

昨天的内部 并没有改进=/
我没有做好责任
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊
昨晚也没睡好 =/

今天的重点是

我又再没有声音了!
吃大便!!

今天的练习不是练习=.=
呵呵
今天也终于和 Yichan Debbie Kahmun Xinchyi 一起下课了
好久没有了 ><
虽然一些事情.. Er. Our secret!! xD

国语节有人做青色的木乃伊==
玩到傻傻的

然后放学练舞^^
可是都没有练舞 都只坐在那里聊天
败类 和 人渣 =.=
说了很长远的路 Pearl jin差点哭了><
全部人很 Whooooo.><
Pk最了 一直讲讲讲 =.=
恐怖 惨悲的事好像要来了=X

要走时看到了他
一个蓝色的File 一个黑色的Bag 总是不塞衣服的他
不理我 吃大便啦
不过谢谢你今天教的几何 <3

好累啊 也突然领悟一些东西
爱你的那一个 傷你的那一个
谁才是你爱情中的伯乐
放弃了這一个 然後 等待著下一个
最後哪一個个你最捨不得
是谁 是谁
我不知道 这究竟是个谜
Lemon with flower heart. Because of you.

Thursday, July 17, 2008

庆幸

唯一的付出
唯一的一见钟爱
感谢上帝
都是值得的
谢谢谢谢谢谢....
It makes me ADDICT to dance !

Modern B & G
我爱你们
每一位舞者
Modern B &G 的舞者 =]

还记得吗?
一开始的我们
刚才一起乱化妆的我们
刚才全部一人咬一口的Pizza
刚才一起静静地呼吸
刚才收到的卡片
刚才上台撞到不懂什么东西的我
刚才的尖叫声 ><
Ahchan Liyee Xinchyi Caihuan
i LOVE you all !! =)
谢谢你有来
还有"亲爱"的Hong sheng.. =.=

不管怎样
都是值得的 =)

但以后就会变得不习惯
不是每天留下来的吗?

谢谢 Kahmun Leechwin Debbie Huiling Weijie's sis Xinchyi Liyee Ahchan 的 Msg.
谢谢你们!!!
Love you allll !!!=]
But don hate me cause i'm flower xDD

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

They day after tomorrw!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Many things to tell but i have no time now!
Thanks Debbie's post Leechwin's post Caihuan's letter Yichan's sokongan Xiaoice and Kahmun's sokongan juga!
I love you all you all know? =]
Yeah, So i'll do my best on the stage tmrw.
Fighting for you all. =]

Ahchan i cant find out the shirt you want ler. How?
I'll be there after tomorrow =]
I'll find you after tomorrow xD
I'm going to your xxx soon too =]

Liyee i'll be there. After tomorrow.
Don step back again.
"Hao ma bu chi hui tou cao"
xP

Caihuan
THanks for those words.!!
huhu~
....
Erm how then? Sorry for late reply of letter ya. =X
I know i'll be late ><


Everyone.. =)
Exams are coming again
GAHH YAO !

So sad for this. Sighs!
A Big BiG Sighs..

Monday, July 14, 2008

今天的下课
反应似乎不是很好
没办法
我们的知名度不比鼓队他们好
能怎样
虽然有人丢水壶下来时我真的很想骂回上去
可是又看到有人要哭要哭酱
能怎样!!!
不过你们真的很不错 舞蹈学会可以的!
明天轮到我 我很怕很怕其实
救命啊啊啊!! 不想被哄 不想有悲剧发生=( 我唯一的希望

*舞蹈学会内部观摩赛的票剩下80张 要买快点买啊 xD

上课时间
自从和Kahmun xinchyi坐在一起后
才发现为什么当初他们会笑到酱 ==
跟他们坐在一起生活也不错下嘛
好笑的是Debbie今天收到2封情书!!
By ccB xD
Aiyorh 人家不要你的啦
人家要我们的啦 xD
Yichan和Liyee放学来看我跳舞 xD
还有Angel?和Leechwin! xD
KammxiarrrrR =)
考试考试考试
跳舞跳舞跳舞
Fighting for you =)
Although you lave her so much ..

Saturday, July 12, 2008

最近

最近
一直喝Ribena
最近
一直下课练舞
最近
一直没有听课
最近
一直在听歌
最近
一直在发羊颠
最近
一直很迟才回家
最近
一直在想你们
最近
我都很开心
因为有你

Kahmun ahhh!! Miss you damn much during classes.
Cause doesnt have a mad laugh at class recently xD
And you left your chocolate lah! =.=

Teardrops on my guitar

Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be.
I'll bet she's beautiful,
That girl he talks about.
And she's got everything
That I have to live without.

Drew talks to me.
I laugh, cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see
Anyone, when he's with me.
He says he's so in love.
He's finally got it right.
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night!

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star.
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.

Drew walks by me.
Can he tell that I cant breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly.
The kind of flawless
I wish I could be.
She better hold him tight,
Give him all her love,
Look in those beautiful eyes,
And know she's lucky,

Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.
I drive home alone. As I turn out the light,
I'll put his picture down, And maybe get some sleep tonight.

Cause he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar,
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart,
He's the song in the car I keep singing,
Don't know why I do.
He's the time taken up,But there's never enough.
And he's all that I need to fall into.

Drew looks at me.
I fake a smile so he won't see

=)

Him.

Why leave me.
Why not dare to talk with me.
Why why why.
I know i love you.
fcwj.

I love the bottle. green colour and No brand.
I love the soar sounds.
I love to see your face.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.
Everything's alright when you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go =)

Please. please. please.
I'm eager.

P/s: HS and andrew. Stop talking.

Friday, July 11, 2008

Happily.

Yeahh. I'm SOOO happy today.
You were sittng beside me accidently<3>
You were standing beside of me <3
Gosh it was the greatest time! xD Muahaha. long time i never have a feel like this.LoL.
But the STUPID hong sheng and andrew. Grrrr. Kepp saying blablablablaba =.=
@$$#&^%* 567$%&458*&^%*
But when after i finish practise i saw you again. You became so 冷漠
Why. I don wanna to be abandon again please. Sighs..

Do i love him? I dont know actually. Lol.
I just love to see him xP His eyes. xD

One of my classmates cried at the toilet today.
She locked herself at the toilet. Then my teacher asked me to call her back =.=
Gosh! Then blablablablabla..
..................
She came out at last . hahahahahha. 我的功劳 xDDD
Lalalala ~ =)

Yichan: Don cause of little thing so you jealous. =.= Haiyorh! I know you care how deep i care you. I hearts you lots larh. Don think so much. We are cousin, the relationship is much deeper than friendship. Kah mun is just my bestest classmates. Of course include Xinchyi and Debbibbibibibbieeee xD and a lotttt. xP So sorry i cant accompany or talk with you recently. Cause I'm fighting for 内部观摩赛 xP 坚强一点 你可以的 因为我都做到了 你不能吗? =) Makkss.

p/s: Stop disrubing when i'm concentrating. Damn it. If you wan with them just go and don say we isolated you. Damnnn!

Thursday, July 10, 2008

wu dao xue hui nei bu

venue: Chong Hwa High School's Hall
Time: 17.7.2008 (Thursday) 3:30p.m. - 5:00p.m.

PLEASE COME TO WATCH THIS !! XD
A show of competiton of dance. =)
Tell me if you want to go and buy the tickets.

VIP : $5
Normal: $3
And support Modern B & G** XP

Depressd . 紧张

考了好多好多试今天 吃大便啦
代数 历史 历国 生化
代数没有一题会
吃大便
吃大便
吃大便==

内部要来了
好紧张 我要感谢朋友们的支持 ^^
所有有去看舞蹈内部观摩赛的 谢谢谢Do谢你们 ^^
虽然我的组一直出问题
Sighs. We will do it well =)
Wont we? haaha.

Tmrw Kahmun is going to have a competition of basketball.
Gahyaoo ah you! Must do the best!! For the last time.
Sini saya memberi sokongan kepada kamu.. Gahh yaoooooooOoOO =)

最近好久好久没有找大家了
大家好吗? ==
Caihuan. Liyee. Leechwin. Yichan.
一日不见 如三秋昔 xD

这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
讓我愛你
然後把我拋棄
我只要出發 不要目的
我會一直想你 忘記了呼吸孤獨到底 讓我昏迷
如果恨你
就能不忘記你所有的面目
我都不抗拒如果不夠悲傷
就無法飛翔可沒有夢想
何必遠方我一直都在流浪
可我不曾見過海洋
我以為的遺忘
原來躺在你手上
我努力微笑堅強
寂寞築成一道圍牆 也敵不過夜裡
最溫柔的月光

我迷失了 恨你又不是 爱你又不是
这感觉已不对 我努力在找回
对你无能为力

考试考试考试
大便大便大便
我会努力我会努力
^^
因为我是叶嘉雯
不是以前那个
我现在答应自己
我不会再看你一眼了 如果我做到
舞蹈舞蹈舞蹈
我爱我爱我爱
更爱那双鞋 是同台的人有的
yeng到死 xP

*This is totally my story . You're not a part of it. you said it
不知道不知道不知道
颠疯了 不是吗?

Tuesday, July 8, 2008

乐观

乐观 自然会看开
没什么 我只是把自己的生活弄得完善一点
就是不能失去任何一个朋友 呵呵
就是爱我的朋友
I love my bud! =]
没什么 我爱现在的生活
Debbie.没有他 我还能撑
我讲到做到 =]

考着试 很忙
又要弄那个内部 我的天
几乎放弃了今天的华语 全部乱乱来
明天几何 应该可以吧 我不知道

Jellyfish ..sighs. What to do?
Make a choice.
I prefer you to give up. Really.
Maybe he's a nice guy from your mind. But i dont think so.
Hope you're not angry what i sayy.. ><

Ahchann.真的 不是我要你酱做
他背叛你 你还要他吗?问自己 你是真心的我知道 他叻?
酱大便屁股的人
Pfft. 很想骂那个女的
可是她毕竟是我的xx 没有办法
看开 就会觉得自己其实很幸福了
单身 其实也不错
我没有要你做的意愿 只是说说而已

最后 我要写给她
曾经是多么的亲密 我希望可以退后
或许你很痛 我明嘹
Rotated Life. 其实真的很好玩
把所有东西都唱反调 哈哈
我不想面对战争 我要和平
能吗?

Saturday, July 5, 2008

响宴3

这之前练舞因为昨天是学会 呵呵
Nel把锁匙交了给我 是我要求的><
鼓室的锁匙 很怕弄不见厄 ><
然后去剪了头发 比之前短了很多 ><整个鱼圆酱
然后6:00p.m. 了! 我的妈呀 我们还没回家
就叫爸爸来载我们
我和姐姐rush到.... xD
到家时也很顺利地妈妈允许我们去 xP
kaishing家 她爸爸载我们去
在车上很紧张 很害怕会遇到
到那里 不到一下子 工作人员就叫我们进去了 ==
循人的表演真的很美 很厉害
然后芙蓉中学的也很吸引人 <Light. Sound. Shadow>
手集团二团的表演 让我看到鼓中带舞的旋律出来
开始有鼓舞这个东西叻 哈哈
Monkey beats 的很有趣 哈哈 真的很可爱 xP
然后skip到中华
去年看过了的 所以这个嘛..
是真的很好看 灯暗一下然后一开 全部人有那个batman的衣服了 >< (我不懂叫什么paiseh)
很yeng那一段
最后谢幕

去到楼下 很突然地抱着 Lee Chwin ==
然后某某人好像吃醋 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈
我也不懂做什么来 然后和deric还有她和照啦 呵呵
Deric 讲叫我以后穿酱 =0= Zdou.酱也要讲
Ahmong 眼睛肿了 我的天
然后啊 Nel nel 的事了
但我不想讲 =)

回到家 睡觉 xD
jiayou今天最后一天了鼓队
Give me a beat *

Sorryyyyyyyyyyy elisa..................
I'm so sorry......

没为什么 态度乐观
或许自然会酱

Friday, July 4, 2008

Joy

今天一直在班没事做
一直剪头发 ^^
傻了傻了傻了 哈哈

我的hengdai 今天终于回来了! xD
今天我也不断地尝试一直问他功课
没办法 他的国语英文太强了 哈哈
很开心今天 =)

下课去练舞
三组都有来叻
竞争力很大 当然压力也不小
重点是 我们还没排完!!
17 号 死定了

放学练舞
去跑步 哈哈 爱上跑步了 ^^
pk 迟到 被罚
好恐怖的体罚 也没想到酱瘦小的她能在五分钟内做完!
我的天啊 突然觉得自己很没有用!! =/

然后看到有人看我们练舞 然后又指指点点的
不爽! =X
完毕

Peijin 好幸福 有她的男朋友载她回家
wahsayy.geng到死
xD

明天不懂要怎样去 =.=
救命 ...

Thursday, July 3, 2008

Conclusion

you want me?come find me...
make up your mind......
for once darling...prove to me your love...
and I'll fall back in....Should I let you burn?Lose it all?
So maybe you can remember yourself...but I hate you now....
I'm sick of the lies....and you're too late...but maybe nothing's ever too late...
if you really loved me......wouldn't we still be together right now???
Do you really love me right now?Is this another wish?
Am I your genie or your lover?Am I your friend or your punching bag?Show me not only through your words, tell me through your actions.
and I will give you all that is me and I will help you through it all.Hope you see this...some how.




But now. Time to say goodbye.
I made my choice. Long way to go.
I LOVE DANCE!!
Yeah. too late of you come back.
Because i want him. Weewangwang.



Thanks huan chan liyee. Those letters. I won't throw them =)
I hearts you all my buddies !!!!!
mwahhh!





Sushi Chwin gah yao for your drum slices lll.
Debbie kah mun li long gah yao for your volleyball competition.
Huan gah yao for your guitar nei bu.
Liyee gah yao for your guitar nei bu.
Don ponteng* xD
Jiawen gah yao for your dance nei bu.
Chan gah yao for your concert. =)
Jiawen gah yao for your competition.

Anything else? Er saya tak tahu..



Oh ya. Gah yao for everyone for everything.
And say Hi tomorrow. =)
Gweeeeeeeeeee. ;)

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

Unlucky daee =/

GARRRRhhhhh!! Damn it!
死人图钉!!
害死我!
不知道会不会中破伤风
=(
不好的一天