You're not alone

Off the wall
Why do i care at all
Just an ordinary day
An ordinary day
That's hurting you
Don't hide out inside yourself
If you only let the sunshine on you
I promise you
You're not alone
When the lights go out at night
When you're feeling lost inside
You're not alone
When your world is falling down
I will be the one around
You're not alone
congratz....hahahahahahahaha =)

一直听一直听那首歌
我要冷静！！
i believe i can ...
超越极限

30.6.2008

今天早上被姐姐遥醒 ==
然后到学校做很往常的东西
就是看自己的影子
今天看到的是 书包不在手臂那里了
而是在屁股那里了 然后有很突然想念我的puma书包
呵呵 爸爸买给我的书包 不能不珍惜
因为真的很千载难逢 哈哈

到学校 很多人看到我的书包
给的意见都是...
wah 很美叻 可是很大个＝＝
jiawen你kee siao 啊 买酱大个的书包
jiawen你要去旅行啊
....
盼望了酱久的书包 好像有两个月了吧
很高兴还能买到 而且又是最后一个的叻 xD
早读课去找了xiaozhern他们 哈哈
就是喜欢一直帮忙他们 喜欢他们跟我讲他们的事
Nel最近和姐姐学车 两个讲很恐怖
还记得之前 Nel讲她爸爸要她要驾pajero 哈哈

上课时一直在赶历史报告 和Debbie一直吩咐做来做去
真是开心 不懂做莫 就是喜欢把自己搞得很忙 喜欢那种感觉 =)
然后放学练舞 跟yongqian去买了炒饭
本来要和huan & liyee去的 可是他们要点名先
过后看到pk 她讲了一些我没话讲的东西
哈哈 这是不能说的东西 x)
又要排舞＝＝ 虽然不是我排这次 可怜的yongqian
听她说了她的心事我才明白她的心里在想什么
然后一直乱 不懂要用多少的道具 ＝＝
最后又搞到自己心情又再不好 然后就回家了
哪里懂姐姐要去励志一趟
就等她做她的东西 结果搞到 6: 40p.m. 还没回家！！
死啦
回到家 骂骂骂骂骂骂..
冲了凉才发现 我今天没什么喝水＝＝
然后妈妈说叫我们不要一直用电脑
Har.我会死掉叻 。。。
骂人了骂人了...
我的天

It's a good day =)

Ash has her own laptop now.
I have a PURPLE nike bag now
muahahahahahahahahahaha!!!
We love you daddy and mummy!!
and 99 uncle xD

Inoubliable

那一天真的忘不了
多么希望那时间停了
我好希望

不是我不明白
这样并不算太坏
懂得爱说来无奈
来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋
没对他坦白
你还在会进来吗

你在送我回家我还在猜测
那都是真的吗
再见面前
一直想象还有某种关联
但客气是拒绝
新的朋友不在终点
你的世界我在对岸

不是我不明白
这样并不算太坏
能再次关怀时间洗刷所有的不愉快
后来的爱
我们尝试去款待
懂得爱说来无奈
来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋
没对他坦白
你还在


没说分手
终于是能开玩笑的朋友
不是不难过多少年了
我想过能和你一起老的
却都有别人了新的朋友
不在终点
你的世界 我在对岸

不是我不明白
有些我没说出来能再次关怀
时间洗刷所有的不愉快
后来的爱
我们尝试去款待
懂得爱说来无奈
来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋
没对他坦白
你还在

不是我不明白
说被爱并不应该
我们的关怀像爱
但又说不上爱
没有后来我们才学会爱
但现在说来
感慨不是那个未来
我们说好的不会更改的
你会在

早上 吓到
10:00 a.m.多了=.=
只有妹妹睡在我旁边
过后 姐姐去考车
弟弟妹妹去学画画
一个人在家
做了家务
打开收音机
Bleeding Love 和 4minutes.不断地播放
我期待的是 No air
听到Bleeding love 让我想到我的Chanchan.
不要再想任何人了 想我就可以了 xD
A Ber then 想 Jellyfish Larh 那个动作
然后又播放 Take a bow.
我又开始胡思乱想了
最后 终于
我爱的No air 播了两次！！
很兴奋 一边扫地 一边在那边唱 (我的习惯 xP)
然后一直想一直在想所有发生过的东西
以前 之前 上次 那一次 前几天 今天
都值得回忆
拿着扫把想==
然后爸爸起来了
叫我帮他买报纸

然后上网跟 Liyee chat.
内乱
大家没脸见人
怎么办？
让我想起以前的Whatever gang.
那个笨蛋 那个傻蛋 那个捣蛋 还有那个坏蛋
傻的 但是都过得融洽
Sighs. 算了
过了就过了
因为大家都不在了
我想念初一礼

现在 我应该会过得不好.
没什么
深呼吸
舒服多了 =)
我知道
我们会超越极限
一定会

这一天

除了今天一起去吃东西
除了今天练舞到爽
除了跟朋友们不停地讲话
其他时间都在保持沉默
不是因为你
不要以为先 我等下再写你


一直在想那个不可能的事
一直发火那个不可能的事
一直沉默那个不可能的事

你！
我讨厌
你！
被讨厌

谢谢她的消息
"谢谢"他的大嘴巴
开始蔓延了
好还是坏？
真的不能控制 看见你
我变了双面人 或许大家都和我一样
勉强的微笑
呵呵 可爱
我不知道你现在要怎样面对我们
还是我们不知道要怎样面对你
因为
我们被利用
我们被欺骗
我不知道要怎样去发泄
Aiyorh. 不想讲你了


* * * * * * * * * * * * *
喂！！！！！
讨厌！！！！
死人头！！！
我讨厌你！！
啊啊啊啊啊！

心情完全没了
欢乐都散了
故事完了
不是吗

我怀念
那一天

Practise. Emo again.

terluka semalam xP
terima kasih kepada zhu jia wen kerana beliau telah membantu saya ''merawat'' . Xp

Today morning listened no air in the car again.
Every saturday the radio will play it one =.=
For me xP

Pfft. chan no face to face it.
Today she FINALLY went canteen with me. Long time she din go for eat =.=
haaha. me. kahmun. xinchyi.Jellyfish and chan <3
They made my wan tan mee dropped from my plate =.=
Then they (Jellyfish and xinchyi ) Fight for their .. mango=.=
Anyhow, it was so fun ! xD

So how? garh! You BIG MOUTH!!!!!!
BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG MOUTH!!!!!!!
GARRRRHHHHHHHH!!!

28.06.2008

Garhhh!! I hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you !!!!!!! dammnnnnnnnnnn ittttt!!!!!
I cant believe. I cant believe. I cant believe. I wont cry . I wont cry =)

Thank you. I know you miss me. haaha. The time was great.
Thanks for accompany me. Although just a few messages. =)

10:14p.m.
Stomachache.
Already drink 3 milos + 100 plus as my dinner. lol.

It's a windy day.
So hope to fly away. I wanna see you.
haaha. Just like a fairytales of ''peter pan" haaha.
Feels not well recently. Yeah i'm weak.
How are you. Wish you're well.
I'll be there .
I'll be there .

I want to contact you But i'm scare.
Don't know why.
And i promised myself not to contact you anymore and forgive you and have a new life again.
But i have so many things to tell you, to tell everyone.
Who knows? Who cares?

I know she loves you. I understand. I'm trying to give up. tried and tried and tried.
And even try to find a way get back into love.
But useless at all.

Yeah, i'm suxx.. The one who makes herself suxx.
Always hope you're be there for me. Always think of you when i'm bored.
Always scare of you. Always kacao kacao.==.
I still remember that night. I accept it . And the time my life changed.
And the second day. My cheecks were soooooooooooooooooooooooooo. red.haaha.
BLa!!
My heart is tired . Is it healable?
Inconsolable? Maybe yeah.
Promises are only words that people treat as a dream.. Yet your dream doesn't come true.*
Yichan loves it. =.=

lalala~ lemon lemon lemon lemon lemon lemon lemon lemon lemon lemon lemon heart. Eww..

* * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Today's seminar was so touching. And human are soo cold-blooded. and soooooo 残忍 and disgusting!
yee yuck kee.
I love those animals...haaha. They are cute .
Chan cried when the 讲师was singing the 四川大地震的主题曲. although i din see her there. =/
Why the world's turning black.
The world was perfect.
but human betray the earth. =.= and human neglect everything. Lol.

And AGAIN**. kah mun. really kee siao.Nearly everyday every minutes. all the time =.=
And so blur this morning. Said something stupid.and made those boys screamed like hell.hhaha. it's a secret. =X
And we were thinking of someone loves him. Secretly. haaha.
Discuss it for so long. With xin chyi too. haaha.

Ahchan stomachache this morning. Unfortunely i can't have a walk with her.
Sorry ah chan. ><>

My friends say i have a ''sexy '' voice now xD
Soar throat actually.
Sounds like lao ah be!! Grrr.
hate myself now!!! =(
I want back my sound!! I want to scream larh! Damn it!

Elisa says i look emo? =.= Yeah? Lol.
I miss everyone. include you.
Always.

Love.

Way Back into Love - 品冠Fish Leong&pingguan

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!


I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!


All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.


I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!


I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.


All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.


There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation


All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh

Emo.

Forbidden love.

一旦上瘾

难以解脱

我跟谁变得亲密

谁逐渐离我远去

我跟大家变得亲密

我逐渐离你远去

就是爱唱反调

但我曾懊悔

Rotated Life.

那是一个新挑战

下一关

我一定要创破你

不希望我再拖泥带水了

大便 我讨厌你

就是跟大家唱反调

这不是谎言

这是Rotated Life.

诚实变欺骗

坏蛋变乖巧

注重变忽略

我快疯了

神经病

剩下我

还在原点

下一步 要去哪?

陪你 陪她 还是他?

爱我还是他?

谁愿意当我的听众?

谁又离我远去?

Rotated Life.

时好玩时沉默

我能怎样?

Your love is a lie.

生病

是心灵的创伤

还是

真的生病了

很不舒服最近

好消息坏消息？

好消息的名单

Lee chwin.

congratulation =)

坏消息的名单

Yichan.

Jiawen.

Kahmun.

很久没有那么的Emo了

喜欢又讨厌这感觉

它或许并不是Emo.

是迷茫.

给你三个愿望

你的会是什么？

好好奇 好想知道你到底在想什么

想念

我的circle life.

圆圆.

可可娜时期.

平平

捣蛋时期

坏蛋

回忆一下

自己都在傻笑

神经病！

原来没有忘记过

我仿佛食言了

这就是Rotated Life.

下一个

我期待

She and me.

Chwin made for us! From taiwan one =)

Me and kahmun. jiawen forever =)

I hearts her loads. =)

Gosh! I changed my seat already. Again*

So luckly his seat is so near by me .huahuahua. And we talked sooo much today =D

It's my secretttt. nenenibubu~

now sit with another jiawen, Goh kah Mun.^^

So lucky to sit with her. Cause we two are same one. kee siao one .haharr.

Moral period..

when teacher asked these questions..

she answered,

高速公路 ->Tinggi Jalan.

Lebuhraya*

ARL -> 去中国啦

Go KLIA*

gee cha booommmmm!! haha.

then my turn =.=

住在家里还是住在飞机好？ kahmun asked me.

Then i answered.

飞机,好晒衣服嘛

xD

I slept on chinese period. then she feng3 me to wake up =.=

It's good for me=) With her i can be more concentrate to listen. haaharr.

it's sooo fun to sit with her.

Although was having some trouble when changing seats.

Pfft. =/

上课上到一半

那种心情又再涌上心头

很害怕很害怕可是又不懂在怕什么

又不懂是什么前忧郁症 ＝＝

很恐怖 不懂到底要怎样做

很辛苦很辛苦 =(

谁来救我 .....

又练舞！！！！
爽爽爽 哈哈
不喜欢她因为做不到动作就哭给我看
我很讨厌人家哭的！
因为我不会安慰人
很好的理由叻~
哈哈

差点不见鼓室的锁匙今天
吓死人啊啊啊！
结果在radio里面
自己忘记放在那里了
怪不得播音乐时kek dai =.=

原来 我会县挂你
哈哈哈哈
可爱到死
没有没有！
我不想再和任何人在一起了
已经答应自己
酱的话就应该做到 =)
啦啦啦~

这几天

佳雯今天真的..
发狂了 kee siao derh. =.=
早上她很 无奈 对于她的家人 =(
很多事情发生 但都不想提起



Yichan xx了 虽然不是第一次看到
但是那件事我为她生气
所以 今天
也高兴不起来



练舞！！！
终于排完了
终于累到死掉了 (讲笑)
爽~
Nel 我突然觉得
You're my miracle. xD
so nice when you dance =]



结束后
nel逼我和Peijing 做一些东西
为了xxxxx所以酱 哈哈


然后跑去舞台练下舞
跟Yongqian玩得很疯＝＝
大姐没话说 哈哈
没有办法 我就是太active liao..





她突然对我很冷漠
发生什么事了
明明没有事
不是吗？
真的不明白她在想什么

Garh!! 我的天



然后去pasar malam. =.=
姐姐无端端喝了椰水
(她很很很讨厌喝的其实)
然后。。



"做莫你喝的? 我的叻.."
"Yerh! wai 到死!! "
"..."
"真的很wai 啦 整个喉咙有椰水的味道＝＝"
"..."



然后也很无端端地看到 响宴3 的海报
出现在我家附近
傻掉＝＝
看来鼓队宣传得很够力
很佩服他们的团结和团结还有团结
Lol.



突然想到一个Idea给Nel
于是打给她
可能她乍到了吧 哈哈
因为xg很忙 所以不懂几时可以xxx
然后我刚好想到df
于是问她df 可以帮吗？
然后她点点点...=.=



我真的很累了
几时
我才能闭上眼
好好地休息
我想念
他她它
不行！
明明说了
走了 掰掰..
啊啊啊啊 这是什么心情




*******************************************

前几天去几百年没去了的One u

在 Forever 21 看中的裙子

妈咪给了我钱

当要付钱时

@$$#&^%*^(

"酱丑..不要买啦"

"你才丑恶.. 我很喜欢叻..不要酱啦你"

"不要不要不要.."

讨厌 ！！！！！

自己都放弃了要买的书包 结果却一无所有

啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊.. 要死掉了 哈哈

很累啊啊

最近

最近都在听一样的歌
最近都一直在地上游泳
最近都在做一样的计划书
最近都一直在讨论成绩
最近都一直没有功课
最近都一直心情不好
最近都一直上网
最近都一直很忙
最近都一直在远离我的狗
最近都一直在生病
最近都一直很急躁
最近都一直很懒散
最近都一直老师对我特别好
最近都一直在疯狂地练舞
最近都一直在专心地上课
最近都一直很想喝水
最近都一直被风吹
最近都一直很想呕练习的时候
最近都一直找chan聊天
最近都一直当上电灯泡
最近都一直变成朋友们的聆听者
最近都一直在讨厌你
最近都一直跟家人生活得很融洽
最近都一直在学校很沉默
最近都一直很不想讲话
最近都一直肚子痛
最近都一直开到msn
最近都一直在kee siao
最近都一直撑下去
最近都一直时间不够用
最近都一直很多人找我
最近都一直认识新的朋友
最近都一直不变
最近都一直学习坚强
最近都一直下课跟Debbie吃东西
最近都一直跟佳雯很亲密
最近都一直大家的成绩很好

喜欢最近
喜欢现在
喜欢回忆
喜欢舞蹈学会的每一个人
喜欢读书
喜欢喝水
喜欢练舞
喜欢听一样的歌
喜欢帮大家做事


爱上舞蹈学会
爱上自己的生活
爱上那班跳舞的人
爱上那班跑步的人
爱上在我身边的人
第二学期
我会更努力
因为我是叶嘉雯 ＝＝
^^
舞蹈学会， 跑吧！！ xD

下雨了
我的心也碎了
大家都睡了
我傻了
呵呵

很疲倦却一点都不想睡
都是你的错
害我心情转坏了
明明今天就很开心的
死人头！！！
我讨厌你 我讨厌你 我讨厌你！！！
大便大便大便！！！
不想再跟你有任何关系了
很乱很迷茫
Deep inside I haven't forget you,
I will still go crazy when ever looking into your eyes,
and I will always long for you to be by my side.

You won't ever see the tears in my eyes,
cause I turned it into those stars in the sky.
You won't know.

Keputusan saya

Pfft. Actually i can get higher one. Bla.
I did work hard .Buy i'm not really work hardfor some subjects like Arts, living kills, MoralxD, and i'm happy with my average. ^^
Gosh my geometry is so low... 51 only !! awwww.. =/
I will word harder for this subject .geeheee . Luckily my malay english and chinese are all passed =) The thing makes me happy today haha. Thanks for my every subjects' teacher. I love you all.especially Lee HuiHUi and My chinese teacher !! whee hiewwwwwww~ My geo 81!!!! My chinese 75 hahahahahaahahahaha. ^^ and accidently my history's average passed too=.= The first time !! xDD

Yichan won me. Haha. her dad is happy =.=
She is going to have a dinner tonight haha.
Her average 68 ++ lerh. Deng I will do it well and get better than you someday!! xDngek ngek..

The giant's average is also so high=.=
Aiyorh. you are much better than us larh.
Yeah ! Let's work hard together ^^

To leechwin:
Your mom cried. For your results.
Better work hard. pfft.

Qidong scolded me today.
He said. jiang cha de ah ni!!?
Sorry, I will work harder i know i know..=(

Ash's results. Duh why everyone's results are better than me one!!?
Arrggghhh. i will i must do better than you all !!XD

Oh ya=..= cheryl came to my school today ^^ haha.
Miss her so much. And she has a long hair already .haha. looks mature.
My lover. xD Bought her a 'whatever' d peach juice. ^^ The tin looks nice. blablabla.=.= Then mine is 'anything' .=.= Cola+ apple+ orange+ forgot. haha.

To my dear friends.
However your results are bad or excellent. Work harder.
Lemon will always support you all. haha.
My target: 2nd semester d average: 70 ++
Gahh Yaoo Gahh YaoooooooooooOoOOoOOOOoooo xD
Wish me i can do it. ^^

Bilibala Bilibala

The day after tomorrow .
Oh god .
Scare of my average......... Aww.
Hopefully.........
Don wanna make my parents dissapointed. geeehee. Xp

I miss you.
I miss him.
I miss her.
I miss everyone.
Until the end of the time.
kee siao. haha. ==

I love you.
I love her.
I don love him.
Yeshh !!
I love you
you love me
we are happy family... **

This is my story.
You're not a part of it.
It's totally my story.

wanna dance now. Argh.

So sick of love song.
So tired of it.
So?
I can do nothing.
Cause i cant handle everything.
I'm not a perfect person.

Duh. conclusion.
I dunno what am i typing = =
Lalala~
It's no air no air ~
tell me how i'm supposed to breathe with no air.
cant live cant breathe with no air.
haha. =.=

I hate.

I hate your speech.
It's hard to get it and make people think she/he is right.

I hate your style.
It makes ppl hate it.

I hate you.
No why.

Garrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!
burst !! haha.

shuang

Love today. =)
It was a great practise. Although many ppl going vomit =X
Dance society . Work hard !! Gahhh Yaoo. !! hweee. <3
Love the music. Love the costume. Love the shoes. Love all dancers.

Dunno. so high==
Thanks a lottttttt the giant. !!! ^^ Hearts you !!haha.
August 15. Expecting. I wish....... haha.

Yesterday ..again ==

Lol you are weak.
I know you are strong. I'm sick but i love my life.Who cares. Ikily. Bidhys.

Lalala ~
addict for dance.
I'm waiting. I'm expecting. =)
And i know i love you all. Everyone.
=)

19. 6.2008

一直生病了大家
我喉咙痛叻 不是讲笑
第一节到最后一节
没有什么讲话
大家以为我不开心＝＝
不过谢谢关心 ^^

没有带电话去学校的一天
很不自然 lol
放学回家淋雨
冷到死
哈哈

上课头痛
睡觉 没办法
老师以为我懒下来了
Sighs. =/

今天他们练舞
我又再忘记带衣＝＝
明天有练舞 我只记得这个＝＝

很累很累
闭上眼
什么都看不见
只想起了两个人
可爱 ...

Jiawen .

我还会撑多久

不是感情

是我自己

好像真的要死掉了

哈哈

GTD

今天我的死党没有来！！ 显到死
然后班主任又报告班上排名
恐怖到死 我刚好又坐老师面前
第一名 xxx

"前五名我就会飞了"

第二 第三 第四 第五...
很好 不能飞了

第六 第七 第八


第九...
Tan Hong Sheng !



全班感到诧异
本班的捣蛋王＝＝
最死最死的是
我在他的下一个 第十＝＝

#@% $%*^ %&^( ^&#E^...
很不爽啊

练舞
大家都流很多汉水
台下的人永远不会明白表演团体的辛苦 。
的gua. 不一定啦*
Stefanel soloooo. Yeng 到死！！
然后放学时
那个The giant 送我一个她做的锁匙圈
写着Lemon 的 ！！
谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢谢
你啊小姐 xD
认识你真好 哈哈





Debbie : Congratz you won him lorh. Talked so loud on the phone. Siaoo xD I think you're better than yesterday now. So high on the phone=.=

http://youtube.com/watch?v=Dn5G1yeKTzs&feature=user
No air. AAwww Myy Gosshh! Lurve it damn much !


" Hey.. How are you.. Take a good care of yourself please.. "
Erm.. Thanks for being concerned. I'm okay. Ahaha.
" How are you too? I seldom use my cell phone from now.. "


Today morning, Ahchann went my class to find me. Lol. It was Fun and Sad. =.=
I know we keep laughing ahahahaha. xD
Sighs... Debbie and Karmun and me got sick. Gosh. But i din sleep at class and kept tried to be concentrate =X, they slept from first period to 2nd recess. Then they zao3 tui4. *Pity them =(
Owh ya. We three used 15++ tissues xDDD
Disgusting i know xD
Karmun ahh. Drink more water larh. =/ Debbie ahh. You also lerh. =/ Both are my best classmates. It's so bored today !! =.=

After school practise dance lorh. Because tml cai3 pai3 Goshhh !
Then my little girl tong na cried. ! cause she cant get well all the steps=.= aduhhh !
tong na arr. Don worry we are here =)
Jiejie said we isolated those new members. Sighs. I will try to tell yongqian lorh.. =(
Dunnoooooo!!!!!!!!

Sucks. Loll.

To papa

半夜凌晨 一直哭一直哭
因为鼻子又来了
然后早上 Aduh.
发烧了



爸爸对不起
什么东西都没有送你
送你的是我不健康的身体
然后就 一直睡一直睡
睡到十二点多
突然有人摸了我的 Forehead
然后我就起来了
是爸爸。。。
我只说了一句
爸爸父亲节快乐
爸爸没有讲话
就去拿 Panadol 给我
然后我的脚的肌肉又很痛 爸爸又跟我擦药
我抱着被
默默的说了 爸爸我没有用
爸爸我爱你



然后 不懂做么
退烧了＝＝
就去吃 The ship
妈咪说她请
结果给钱时 妈咪讲
谁理你哦 你给钱啦
290++ walao.



我到底要怎样
鼻子啊鼻子
放过我啦 =(
我不想加重爸爸任何负担
big big sighs .=/

今天不知怎么的
一直脚软软的
跳舞脚没有力酱的
很恐怖今天
到现在还在脚软
朋友们
谁发生什么事了？
好像想太多＝＝

好像 好像
隔离时期要到了
我不想离开你
不过我真的很辛苦
今天吃太多冷的东西了
鼻子很很很很辛苦。。。。
=(

Hmph! Finally I cant stand you! You are meking yourself like this.
No one will cares about you. So you think you want to buy something for them.
HOW ABOUT US?
We did so much for you.
And now you always keep telling us about them.
Then borrow this borrow that. Then ask them to buy this buy that.My friends are not your 靠山 kayy.
The important thing is. You owe me money=.= for few months.
Damn i dont know why you changed like this. I thought i finally found a best friend, A best listener for me. But. Not at all. Duh!!!!!!!

我们都不明白 我们在你心中是什么
只是一群人？ 好朋友？
你没有让我们觉得过
大家都不明白你在想什么
不过你的行为真的真的真的很很很过火
这里帮你 你又拒绝
等下又讲我们不在乎你
本来还想送你礼物的
现在
免谈！
之前看到的你
现在已经不是你了
我不知道我会怎样做...

青苹果
吃了后
放着
它就会''生锈''


叶嘉雯
不理她
不理
她就会''发霉''

共同点：
不被重视

Still口是心非... Argh!! Going die of this. Cant stand for 口是心非. Damn it! ><

how how how how how. =/ IMYH.I cant stand myself....TT

Today is Teacher's Day. Had fun with my dear chinese teacher , dai4 yu2 zhen1 the whole day. <3>
Oh yea apatu perform. Something happened. Gossh!
When finished school, Jellyfish, Chan and Chwin went times square. They were not in good mood too. =/ Tiga orang ki siao!*
Then stayback lorh. But no practise. Kah mun and xiangming accompany me to go mutiara makan xD
It was fun on the way to mutiara.=.= We went makan Station Kopitiam=.= Saw Theng =)
Hahaa. We watched the Aladin at there. weird. Orang indian punya .Lol.



Jiejie was so fierce today><>
Sighs . Im so moody now. No mood to type all things happened on me today................. =/
Bad dayy, Unlucky day.





Expect for those things i unexpected. Dunno. Cause i rotate myself =.=
Become a usual girl . No more naughty. Buyt still active .haaha.
Yichan said i changed a lot. Do i? Do i? Do i?
Thinking of many things. What is our future. How do we live without each other. How i miss those people left. Who knows. Who concerns. Saya .



Wj is so famous now. So many girl come my class to gap him=.= Haaha.
Chan is so fan now. She is going to lost her way i think.
Chwin is so expect now? She is leaving and going to taiwan!
*Next wednesday werh. Gonna miss you like hell. =X
Kahmun is so fish. When she saw jx and wenjun.
Debbie is so depressed. Her heart is broken. Cause of him.
Okays. How about me? No one knows.
I'm just a nobody. =]



She is right. Shouldn't contact each other is the best choice. So byebyebye. =/

Imy TT And i think i really regret.. But i'll try my best to let go...



*I need you boo. I gotta see you boo. =( Now only know the feeling. So depressed. When will i see your face again.

The last time I freaked out
I just kept looking down
I stutterred when you asked me what i'm thinking bout
Felt like I couldn't breathe
My heart it can't rest till then
I can't wait to see you again
I got this crazy feeling
Deep inside
I got my sight set on you
And i'm ready to wait.
I will be waiting....



Ki siao too jiawen.. =.= Yeah. Because i love you.

Damn it! I hateeeeeeeeeeee ;(

Rotate

=)

给你的

拼拼揍揍爱的故事
简简短短你的心事
我不在你的身边的日子
是什么让你改变坚持

让人心疼你的样子
吞吞吐吐欲言又止
如果有那么难以启齿
你不问你又何必掩饰

你过的很辛苦
我比谁都清楚
感情路 没有勉强的幸福
一开始 就给的糊里糊涂
想回头却又不知如何结束

你装作很满足
我比谁都清楚
你的笑 隐约透露着孤独
快乐背后深深藏着痛楚
坚强的面对
然后偷偷的哭
偷偷的哭

I need

I need Money!!!
I want to buy a new bag
a new bottle
a new pencil case
a new Everything

其实有点怪怪 在鼓队中看不到白色眼镜的

Renew on me. xP
Today was fun at class ! cause keep sleeping=.=haha. and i got a new physics teacher.Arghhh!
颜老师==
讲话很很很很 小声！
不懂他在讲什么 一直对白板讲话＝＝
yerr!张其言老师好不容易吧我的物理搞及格
然后现在又换老师 @@
(*%^#@#$@$^&^*..

Blablabla 明天会更好 ！! xD

最后统计

第一和第二天
去gym. ^^
Er.然后吃自由餐＝＝

第三天
去Kepong 开会^^
早上到下午 有够力叻~ xD

第四天
练舞 哈哈
全部人都很累
我们在地上游泳叻！！
劲叻！！

第五天
sandrea 来我家练舞^^

第六天
回校练舞^^
然后又再地上游泳＝＝

第七天
Apatu 来我家练舞＝＝
zdou.我完全不知道

第八天
没有东西

第九天
跟chan2去Genting!! xD
看到ELISARRR 哈哈

第十天
补习
huan生日
跟chan去买菜 xDDD

第十一天
Lijun 生日
跟chan回校庆祝
好玩~~

第十二天
去pavilionnnnnn^^
买J.Co ^^

第十三天
没有东西

第十四天
小学 6H班 gathering
可是没有的去 =(

第十五天
去Sunway 的 Roxy Summer Splash!!
姐姐又有心上人了＝＝

第十六天 (今天)
等下又去The Curve ^^
买了很多东西 新的嘉雯来了= =

*很担心 一件事
我很怕我穿不下校衣了!! 这个假期
真的吃了很多＝＝
我会面对没有你的生活....
这个假期 我很快乐 =)
哈哈

我

要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记要忘记
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希望我讲到做到
不会再口是心非...

Tagged by ashley xP

被点到名字的要在自己的博客里写下自己的答案，然后去掉一个你最不喜欢的问题再补上一个你的问题，仍然组成20个问题，传给其他8个人，列出其他8个需要回答问题的人的名字，还要到这8个人的博客里言通知对方----你被点名了，被点名者不得拒绝回答问题，完成游戏的人将会永远得到大家的祝福。 这8个人要在自己的博客里注明是从哪里接到的，并且再传给其他8个人，让游戏继续下去，不得囘传。被点到名字的人将会得到大家的祝福，并且所有美好的愿望都会在不久的将来实现.

1.追求什么
钱钱钱 成功

2.你觉得，什么样的事情可以让你废寝忘食，埋头苦干?
exams. yeah==

3.如果你可以在百货公司任拿一样东西，你会拿什么？
bag. nike atau puma atau adidas * in purple colour xD

4.你最想去哪个地方?
UK (因为英文差？=.=)

5.最受不了自己哪个缺点?
自以为是

6.如果有不开心的事情，你会怎么办?
乱发泄 找人倾诉

7.最害怕失去的东西?
身边的每一个人每一个东西

8.最后悔做的一件事?
没有读好书 (讲来讲去永远都是没读好的啦=.=)

9.若遇见喜欢的人，你会怎样做?
尝试一直跟他讲话 xP

10.现在最想做什么事情?
找一大班人讲话 xD

11.最喜欢和另一半一起做的事情?
任何东西

12.你会喜欢上怎样的人?
一个像他们的人 (我没有讲我不花心)

13.相信永远的爱情吗?为什么?
Yes. I believe in fairy tales. xP

14.你觉得最美丽的事物是什么?
淡紫的东西 dating. xP

15.你觉得tag你的人是个怎样的人？
Stylish. RICH. smart. Sangat kacau sometimes. Xp

16. 如果能让你实现一个愿望，那会是什么?
搬家=.=

17. 你相信童话般的单纯爱情吗?
相信 不懂做莫=.=

18.你会选择10张10块还是1张100块?为什么?
我会选10张100 块xD

19.你今年最大的愿望?
考试考好来

20.最想他对你说的一句话?
i will fly if he talks to me.



and i tag
-Chwin-
-Chan-
-Elisa-
-Debbie-
-Huiwen-
-Emily-
-Theng-
-The giant-
^^

明天小学gathering 我不能去
sorry weih 我的老朋友 =(
我也很想去的啊..

不知道 最近
过的不错
不知道 现在
心情不好
一点都.不.好.

昨天.今天.明天.后天
晴天.雨天.夏天.冬天
高兴.伤心.愤怒.哀伤

都不知道
我期待明天的我 ==
^^

我xx你

我真的快疯了
我不知道。
很讨厌这感觉

你说你爱我。。。

我真的很累了
我不知道
很讨厌这感觉

你说你是heartbreaker

我真的无言了
我不知道
很讨厌这感觉

你说你爱她

我真的傻掉了
我不知道
很讨厌这感觉

你说你没用

我真的忍不住了
我不知道
我很讨厌你
大便人！！！

死外佬大便屁股人！！

=(害我差点爱上你

To you .

To you lah==


Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.
Happy birthday to you.

=)



Suprise? We hope you love it. haha. To our darling. Lee Chwin =)
We spent 1++ hours to make the pasta.
We bought liter== when we were going to school (forgot)
We keep planning to how to celebrate your birthday.

..

No why..


Because you're beloved. =)
We love you! Happy sweet 14 my darling!!!

.

Tried to take a picture
Of love
Didn't think I'd miss her
That much I want to fill this new frame
But its empty
Tried to write a letter In ink
Its been getting better
I think
I got a piece of paper
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty

And I've even wondered
If we
Should be getting under
These sheets
We could lie in this bed
But its empty
Its empty

Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
Oh oh Oh oh Oooooh Oh oh Oh oh
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're empty
We're empty
We're empty

Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love a myth
So tell me are you in for this
There's so much more than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe!
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
Maybe it's our first mistake
And baby that's alright
It's crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There's a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that's the reason why when you're young you fall in love
And that's the reason why
When you're young you fall in love

1.june. 2.june.

1.june.2008

I went genting with chan's family . xD We went Old Town White Coffee. xD

Cute ler. i know i know xD

When reach her house xD Er. Genting View Resort.Haha.

After that We went Theme park == We are adult ler xD Then bought adult ticket. =.=Then chan forced me to play roller coaster....................................................... 4896!!!! ><' But we queue at last. When almost our turn. God it was RAINING! Darn it!

Then we bought milo for melting xD too Freeze ler== After that....

we... we...we.... we....we..

sawwwwwww...

ELISA!!!!!!

The girl who missing since 2008 at chong hwa...xD

Me. Chan.Dan orang yang missing. xD

She became cindrella xD (but actually She ACT tall! xD)

Then we three looked like couples xP We were soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo high .excited.Glad. blablabla. To met each others.=)Then she accompany me to play the ...roller coaster.....=S I was sooo scare.. =T Gosh. But we played at last. haha.

Sighs. Time to say goodbye when 7pm ++ =( So we took last photo.

Gosh. Where's my eyes== haha. But i love this pic of us =)

2.June.2008

Then i stayed overnight at chan's house <3 bird ="T">

Then... zzzzzZZzz. Tuition=.=

I really really don know @@ *S.O.S*

Then when on the way bak to my house.A little puppy followed us to back home! Gosh. It is soo cute you know? haha. We brought it back home and feed it some dog food. Then brought it back to the place we found it xD

It following us back home==

Chan mendukung the pupy xD

Feeding==

Then blablabla. Now chan is going stay overnight at my house <3>

*tHANks ashley bought me a ROXY slippers. althrough i don like it =l