Saturday, May 31, 2008

Eyes bongkak.
Soem problem between my mom and me.
...

I'm leaving! Going genting with chan's familt tmrw ! =D

Friday, May 30, 2008

Touching...

妈妈,别哭,我去了天堂,
随着地动山摇的一声巨响,
我看见你跌坐在嘈杂的操场,
撕心裂肺的呼喊还在我的耳旁。
妈妈,别哭,我去了天堂,
漫天的星星可都是你的泪光,
黑夜里我不是孤独的流浪,
同学们手牵手嘶哑地歌唱。
妈妈,别哭,我去了天堂,
老师说那边再没有鸟语花香,
所以我恋恋不舍回头张望,
绿水青山却是一片苍凉。
妈妈,别哭,我去了天堂,
只是我舍不下曾经的梦想,
帮我把漂亮的书包好好收藏,
我听见废墟里姐姐的书声朗朗。
妈妈,别哭,我去了天堂,
可惜我等不及看到绿色的军装,
我还想写完老师布置的作业,
留恋着黑板、书本和课堂。
妈妈,别哭,我去了天堂,
不再淘气也不愿让你心伤,
我会牢牢记住你微笑的模样,
来世还要依偎你温暖的胸膛。
妈妈,别哭,我去了天堂,
有灯光生活总就有希望,
睁开眼睛我要看你活得坚强,
你的爱永远把我的路照亮……
please donald money to them!!

Thursday, May 29, 2008

My another house. <3

dingdong

目前单身

为人很好

一样38 (请勿生气)



jiawen


目前单身


很会做菜(真的很好吃)




yuji


目前单身


很善良


很用心


贤妻良母 xD


Nel


目前单身


舞技很geng


很会做蛋糕




peijin


已婚 xD


为人友善


舞技很geng




valeire


目前单身


很爱开玩笑


foongyi


目前单身


读书很利害


很谦虚




xiaozhern


- 我不知道


很重感情





kaishin


目前单身


很会弄大家笑


ashley


...目前单身


脾气暴躁


讲话直接


我心中的好姐姐



yongqian


已婚xD


蛮重感情

...

还有很多

只是我写不完==

有时候

真的觉得 我真的爱上第二个家

可能因为第一个家的关系不好? 是真的有时

有时而已 ==

可能因为如此 变得整天从早上6点起床去读书

傍晚6点到家 然后中

其实。。

我很想告诉你很久了

我只需要你的关心 mummmy.

我说我感动 你就骂我无情

我说我很忙 你就死命叫我作东西

我说我帮忙 你就讲我假假死

我说什么 你就乱讲

幼稚的人应该是我 却跟你倒转来==

我也不知道我心里在想什么

因为我不会表达。。。

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

我们三个

三个整天都很忙
三个整天都讲不完
三个整天一直狂笑
三个整天走 在一起
三个整天sms
三个整天分享三个的心情
三个整天搞三角恋(讲笑)
三个整天一直玩
三个整天为感情发神经
三个整天为感情崩溃(其实我不包括在内)


还有谁
当然是我们啦 !!


一个来自舞蹈学会
一个来自鼓队
一个来自管乐
哈哈
我们都是丑小鸭
不过我们很热情==
我们很38

我们都是好朋友 =)


是永远的好朋友

还有表姐妹xD

Yesterday. Today.

Yesterday...
" 小姐啊。你的脚有没有好点啊?
好好照顾你的脚。多休息哦:-) "


真的很感动
那个善良大方美丽的副主席
*不是跟我同名的 xD
突然觉得在舞蹈学会很幸福
跳到很累很辛苦 一句的关心
很温馨
哈哈



" No.. 撒娇.. "


我有吗我有吗?
你又不回答我 要我怎样改叻?
最近跟你很不熟
不懂做么你酱讲
算了。



**********************************************

Today

折腾了一整晚
一直起来
脚真的很痛 不懂做么
早上起来 手臂都很痛
算了有几个黑青 ==
哈哈
14 个 不是开玩笑
很担心明天要怎样练舞
很多人也是黑青。
haha.


然后开始收衣服 今天特别多衣服要折


堆积如山!! xD 然后做了很多多多多的家务

很累今天

然后sandrea 他们那组内部观摩的来我家楼下练舞从早上到下午
很勤劳哦他们 哈哈

很遗憾今天不能去看八独中闭幕典礼

虽然某某人说 go there for what.. It's boring..

唉。。。

然后帮妈妈切马铃薯。 x)

等下妈妈要去巴生..

hurayyy!! Mummy's Not at home later==

很期待明天练舞。。^^

为了--而牺牲

不是问题!! xD




Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Rehearsal =)

Going patah==
It was fun but TIRED.
we practise our shou wan. for tradisional dance==
Then played a lot of fun games. xD
aiyorh.
It was fun but tired la then==
Lazy to type== hweeeeeee. =)
We ate maggi== rocky.. charmm. our coaches ate those too=.=
That's pity yerr.


*I saw my darling chwin was there xD
and you...

Monday, May 26, 2008

Today. =)



Ya, went kepong jusco for the meeting=.= at the food court =.=

from 10am to... half past 5 PM!! =.=

Sooo many things to do to work to buy. Everyone is fighting for dance society ~
for next year. =)
whEeWhieuu~ x)
Damn tired today. But expect tomorrow. haha
because practise dance tomorrow =)
lurrvvee it !! gonna see you all my dear friendsssss.
muahahaha.


Hwee.. too bored=.= Now everyone concentrate=.= all tuo bei one==
....

Sunday, May 25, 2008

eh

Don misundertand boon.
Keanu Subba wants to kao Goh jia Wen !!!! xD
let's see.. x)


Keanu.

Jiawen. (not me xD)


Lol.i'm bored.== and become middle person== But good for them. cause both like to play basketball one xDhaha. Happy holidays.


Cry Out Loud.

Cried.

23/5/2008 midnight.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Lucky Day =)

huhu? My class went kelas science to do some experiment.
When my group took the test tubes ,filter etc. I was curious so i took the test tube.
Then suddenly...


ping plang!!!

Whoops. I've broke the test tube.
Lucky lerh =D ...x)
I have to pay rm2 lerh==
Lollllll..
After that i not dare to take them anymore.
Ahh! ><

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

白费

今天终于能上回舞台了
很开心。。 <3
然后练到全身湿湿==

过后教练突然讲。
前面整段你不要跳。
我不要你跳


吓到然后很伤心÷
因为前面
总共有..

25++ 个8个拍
都跟我姐姐还有他们一起练的。
很失望那时候。。。。。。=l

过后我跟四个人一起跳
到背黑青。。==
不过算了,
我很开心还是能和我姐姐同台
和Nel 同台
和忆君同台
和佩瑾同台
和嘉文同台 (both =))
和valerie同台
还有很多很多。。=)

因为你。 我又学会了一个东西
珍惜。

love todaee ;)

Sunday, May 18, 2008

动物园

...在我家 xD
难得今天得空
拍了很多我家的动物
跟你们分享xD





风水鱼== haha. my mom feed them when i was 6 years old until now =)


this one. hehe. my dearest ! jackie. he lost last last week. now found back him already =)Already 4 years old. =X cute but naughty.


ikan bergaduh. my bro's one== always pick it up then feng feng feng==

ikan bergaduh juga. my sis's one. Always do the same thing with my bro==


my mom's ...dunno what it calls==... always close it's eyes one== weird.



tortise! no one's. ==


can you see there's two元宝there? mom says she wants to 发财so put them there==

finish== wild family..

=) But i love them.

我看到了

我看到了真相
你不用瞒我了
因为我知道她很爱你
她对你真的很用心
所以我知道了 =)
学会乐观
学会微笑
学会不哭
学会坚强
学会了


Erm.原来如此
再见。


*chwin i told you.
You just never trust on me.

Me

我很丑
可是我很温柔
外表冷漠
内心狂热
那就是我


我。
没人了解。
因为。
我是外星人。
Lol =)


以为
有人会为你写blog
以为
有人会感动你
以为
你会选择留下


......


结果
你回头说
Lol is time to say goodbye..
吓到了。
LoL..
*****************************************************************************
突然想到很多首歌。
都很好听下的。
=)
Happy ending
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory,No happy ending
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever,
Then live the rest of our life
But not together.
Wake up in the morning,
Stumble on my life,
Can't get no love,
Without sacrifice.
If anything should happen,
I guess I wish you well,
Hmm a little bit of heaven,
Or a little bit of hell.
This is the hardest story,
That I've ever told,
No hope or love or glory,
Happy endings,
Gone, for ever more,
I, feel as if I'm wasting,
And I, wasted every day.
Two o'clock in the morning,
Something's on my mind,
Can't get no rest,
Keep walking around.
If I pretend that nothing ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep,
I can think that we just carried on.
This is the hardest story,
That I've ever told,
No hope or love or glory,
Happy Endings,Gone for ever more,
I, feel as if I'm wasting,
And I, wasted every day.
[Oh I] This is the way you left me,[Feel as if I'm wasting]
I'm not pretending,No hope, no love no glory,
No happy ending[And I] This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever,[Wasted every day]
And live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Little bit of love.
Little bit of love,[Little bit of love,Little bit of love,Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of loveLittle bit of love Little bit of loveLittle bit of love]
Little bit of love,[Little bit of love,Little bit of love Little bit of love]
Little bit of love [Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love Little bit of love]
Little bit of love,[Little bit of love Little bit of love]
Little bit of love,[Little bit of love]
Little bit of love,[Little bit of love Little bit of love]
Little bit of love,Little bit of love, Little bit of loveLittle bit of love,Love,
I, feel as if i'm wasting,
And I, wasted every day,
Hey, hey, hey, hey,
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending,
No hope, no love no glory,No happy ending.
This is the way that we loved,
Like it's for ever,
And live the rest of our lives,
But not together.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending,
No hope, no love, no glory,No happy ending.
This is the way that we loved,
Like it's forever,And live the rest of our lives,
But not together.
This is the way you left me,I'm not pretending,No hope, no love, no glory,
No happy ending.
Hurt
Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me? Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself If I had just one more day,
I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away
Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time
I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't doAnd I've hurt myself
By hurting you..
趁早吧
我可以永远笑着扮演你的配角
在你的背后自己煎熬
如果你不想要想退出要趁早
我没有非要一起到老
我可以不问感觉继续为爱讨
好冷眼的看着你的骄傲
若有情太难了想别恋要趁早
就算迷恋你的拥抱
忘了就好
爱已至此
怎样的说法都能成为理由
...
趁早
趁早..
No air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh[Chris Brown]I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
If there was a way that I can make you understand
[Jordin Sparks]But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no airNo air, air[ohhh]
No air, air[nooo]No air, air[oh a]No air, air
[Chris Brown]I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real
[Jordin Sparks]But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care
[Both]So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no airNo air, air[oohhh]
No air, air[oohhh]No air, air[nooo]
No air, air[No more]It's no air, no airohhhhh babyooohhhhh It's no air, no air
Hey [ohh] no aiiiiir [ohhh]ooooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhh
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
no breathing[no breathing]
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel whenever you ain't there
it's no air no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breatheIt's no air, no air
No air, air[ohhh]No air, airNo air, air
No air, air
Baby love
Remember like it was yesterday
First kiss and I knew you changed the game
You have me, exactly, well you want it,And I'm on it
And I ain't ever gonna let you get away
Holdin' hands never made me feel this way
So special, boy it's your, it's your smile
We so in love La la la la
Yeah We so in love La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your La la la la la
Yeah we so in love, loveI want you to know
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
Been a minute and we still holding it down
Butterflies every time you come around
You make me, so crazyIt's crazy, oh baby
And I don't ever wanna be with no one else
You're the only one that ever made me melt
You're special, boy it's your, your style
We so in love La la la la
Yeah We so in love La la la la la
And I just can't get enough
Of your La la la la la
Yeah it's all I'm thinking of Love
I want you to know
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my every, every, everything
Everything, everything, ooo
Everything, everything, ooo
[Will.I.Am]You're my always and forever
You're my sunshine
On my mind, constant
Think about you all the time
You're my everything
Everything, everything, oooEverything, everything, ooo
[Will.I.Am]You my new school (love)
You my old school (love)
And it's so true
You're the one I'm thinking of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, everything that I could ever dream of
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
You're my every, every, every, everything
You are my baby love, my baby love
You make the sun come up (Oh boy, oh boy)
(You make the sun come up on a cloudy dayYou're my number one, you're my special thing)You're my every, every, every, everything
Everything, everything, oooEverything, everything, ooo
You are my baby, baby, baby, baby love
Everything, everything, oooEverything, everything, ooo
You're my everythingYou are my baby, baby, baby,
baby love
还有很多=)
不是吗? 程锋。。。
都是你我的回忆。。

Saturday, May 17, 2008

Relationship. Recently

Relationhip.

Alright. what happened to we all?
You all know who am i talking about right..
since that day so we must hate each other? god la damn.
next time dont hang out anymore lah then.
I still think you all are still my best buddies. dont just because of someone 拖延时间.
we have to be patient.
anyhow. We are friends. =)
forever and ever..



Recently.

someone leaving? all somemore?
walao. only left me.
all are leaving or maybe?
chwin.chan.huan.liyee.
I* know you are really leaving.
sighs. too many things happening. scare of tomorrow. and next week? next month?
i cant breathr. pressure. =X
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
who would be my listener? who would listen to my heart?
I'm just nobody. and that's why nobody cares me.
tears..... flood. so don cry ya chwin. I know you're try not to.
sighs. do your best.




My Head is under water and you tell me to breathe easy for awhile
The breathing gets harder even I know that
Made room for me It's too soon to see If I'm happy in your hands
I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages no easy way to say this
You mean well but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
Cause you ask for it
Cause you need one
You see, I'm not gonna write you a long song
Cause you tell me it's make or breakin' this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leavin'I'm gonna need a better reason
To write you a love song
Today
Today..I learnt the hard way That they all say Things you wanna hear
My heavy heart sinks deep down under You and Your twisted words Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am..



if you just realize what I just realized,
Then we'd be perfect for each other
And will never find another
Just realized what I just realized
We'd never have to wonder if
We missed out on each other now.

take time to realoze.
I found out i'm soooo. useless.
i'm a creep....

Friday, May 16, 2008

哈哈哈

Yesterday was so fun. I was dating with chan and chwin xDwe went pavilionnn =D











And today....16.5.2008












Erm.i went 小礼堂 for finding nel
Then i saw x's parents were there and was taking 离校证书
First my mind was empty.
And my 情绪was soooo addictive.
suddenly laugh like a witch. sudenly sleep like a pig. suddenly so down.
Lol.
What happened?


I really dont know what am i doing. until now. the whole day.
啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊



不是讲笑



Everyone cried for x. only me?
Lol. i'm cold blooded lah.
I cant cry anymore since after you.
I regret to tell chwin. cause she cried for so long!
i'm sorry. and again. my fault.
always are.


little miss trouble*



To x:
I hope you'll change your mind.
Your friends love you so much.
they are not willing you.
and they would hate me.
I always think that so.








I wanna go there.
And scream out loud ! !

And tell my story to the little girl.
what my heart feels... And stay there forever.

Ya .throw it as far as i can.

I don want to touch it anymore.

it changed me a lot.

Byebye my love.

Little chwin.

dont cry dont cry.

is time to be my big girls now.

You still got me.

Saturday, May 10, 2008

你们

Lol. post for fun. cause im moody. heh..
人有悲欢离合
月有阴晴圆缺
此事古难全


i hate those ppl who are leaving.
外佬屁股大便鸡蛋人!!
我讨厌你们!!!

Why. better give me a reason. no excuse. ..=T

Friday, May 2, 2008

Duh.

Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.
Why chwin.

It's useless. tears.
For us? you're stupid.
doing something stupid.

we're pity? No. cause he said so.
I cant do anything for him anymore.
since he scolded me.? I know it was such a ''Wtf'' problem.
just forget it.. Just let ti be a memory. lol.
he wont know ilh or ihh. I dont know also. duh:)
Anyhow, we must study well ahh.
for our future. xD You know. our secret =X

nonono. my choice. same as you. ''I don't love you''. xD
hohohohohhooo~ finally. no more lemon.
just in love with lemon tea. x)

I just wanna get wj. wj.jw.wj.jw.wj.jw.wj.jw. LOL =)