Wednesday, April 30, 2008

I'll be waiting

She broke your heart
She took your soul
You're hurt inside
Cause there's a hole
You need some time
To be alone
Then you will find
What you've always known

I'm the one who really love ya, baby
I've been knockin' at your door
And as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
As long as I'm breathin
'I'll be there
Whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
Whenever you need me
I'll be there

I've seen ya cry
Into the night I feel your pain
Can I make it right?I realize
There's no end in sight
Yet still I wait
For you to see the light

I'm the one who really loves ya, baby
I can't take it anymore
And as long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
As long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
Whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
Whenever you need me
I'll be there

You are the only one I've ever known
That makes me feel this way, couldn't on my own
I wanna be with you until we're old
You've got the love you need right in front of you, please come home

As long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
As long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
Whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
Whenever you need me
I'll be there
As long as I'm livin'
I'll be waitin'
As long as I'm breathin'
I'll be there
Whenever you call me
I'll be waitin'
Whenever you need me
I'll be there...

p/s: i love you.

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

反省自己。自我检讨。

今天的3点至5点 过的很有意义。
经过一番的反省检讨。
但我们没有资格吗?
大家都很希望会举办。

教练说
我们没有责任感。
我们没有积极。
说我们连一本会议报告或计划输都没有
甚至目的 宗旨
虽然有说了一些但被rejected

大家有的哭了
有的很失望
有的很沮丧

但过后
steve goh and tintan coaches told us many things. like how to solve it how to do it. how to.....etc.
我们有了一丝希望了!
谢谢教练的意见。。。
我要说






舞蹈学会
If we think we can. WE CAN !!
We don't believe all the steps can be taught.
But it can be learned.
=))
Gahh Yaoo !!!!!

Saturday, April 26, 2008

the reason - lyrics

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is You
and the reason is You
[x3]I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
I've found out a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over newand the reason is you
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you...

huhu.

You. made me speechless. and dont know what to do to you anymore.
Last night.

why

why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why whyw hwy why whyuwyuwh why why why whyw hw why whyw hyw hyw hyw hwy why why why whyw hyw why why why why why why why whyw h7 why whyw hyw hyuw hyw why why why why why why why why why why whgy why why why why why why why why why whyw hyw hywby w hyw why whyw hyw hyw ywhyw why why wywhywhywhywh wyhy w hwy hwyhwhwyhwywhywhwhywhyhyw w hwy hywhyw why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why whyw hywhyw......... pfft. you made m DOWN.
aarrghghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
i think i love you? i dont know..pssk,.

Friday, April 25, 2008

T.T

ya i lost it.
And i found out something. I don have any feels anymore.
How do i feel. Everytime try to smile in front of you all. act like a 38 person. No one knows my feeling.



tears.

I cant cry cause i lost you.why....

cause my eyes are dry? Maybe..maybe.. How do i live..

=/



i'm a cold-temperature person. Really.

跟大家相处了这么久 一时的消失

我却毫无感觉

我怎么了 这感觉 已不对

我也想了很久为什么

你的不见 我真的很伤心 但我不会表达

眼泪 泪水

什么是泪水 什么是眼泪 那是用来表达什么

我失去了 我的眼泪 突然消失了。



24.4.2008 9:++pm

i cant forget it. I ran everywhere. but i never see you anymore.

Jackie come back to mee.... TT it's just an emotion i know i cant cry. lol.

Mom thanks a lot. cause you keep finding it from evening until night. it's so touching. Cause you know my exams are coming and you're not willing to it. You love dogs so much. Mom i love you.

To my dog :
when will i see your face again. I think i love you. and i miss ya damn much. now i only regret the time you were be with me. vanished .....

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now
How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever surviveHow do I
How do IOh, how do I live...

Thursday, April 24, 2008

bleeding love.

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen
But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding love

You cut me open
Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goalIs to keep me from falling
But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybeBut I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and
I Keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding love....


P/S: I Love You.

好朋友。

Monday, April 21, 2008

=l


他变了。
另外一个他。不再理我了。
谁来爱我。没有人。
或许。我太小了。
14岁。思想并不成熟? 或许。


时间。
我跟不上你。
为什么就不能停下来。
让所有人珍惜现在的时刻。歇下气。
再继续。
或许。大家都跟上。只是我太满了。

空虚。
[我的心太乱
要一些空白]
但我停不下来
或许。是我自己应得的。
曾经犯下一个重大的错误。
也不知道自己错。
就这样过了一年才知道。

朋友。
谢谢你们的陪伴。
或许。我只是一个废物。
我时常酱想。没人抓得住我的心。
没人知道。
没有人。

对不起的人。
或许我已太迟。
一句道歉。 化解不了你半年来的痛苦。
我的错。因为一时的错误。
做成了永久的懊悔
我能怎样?
我该怎么办?


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但如果是我。我永远不会原谅。















都是你害的。

Saturday, April 19, 2008

seventeen.

dang dang dang danggg !!




..................................................................................................................
happy birthday to my dearest

xiao zha bo sampat injured fierce mature kind(sometimes ONLY)

ashley !!!


someone seventeen already wer.hahahahhas.
But you still look young what. so don worry you are going to older..
hahahahs.I still heartssss you a lott. =D
don cry that i say like this xDDDD
you are the ppl who always make so many memories.whoo.
So i hope you are happy in this year . cause you are going to learn driving and fetch me everyday soon xD
many things have to do. have to take care of us (your friends. your sisters. you brother.)
And you are my salvation always. xD when mom scolding me..
i'm so pround i have a sister like you.
thank god !!! i'm the luckiest in the world cause i have a perfect sis like you.
I hearts you ..forevaa.
wish you can have a boyfriend. and wish your results are cemerlang. xD







**okay ! Touching now right? treat me eat ice-cream everyday after practise ahh xD
And give me money always. cause i need money !!

Friday, April 18, 2008

Don make me hate you.

I fucking hate ppl who very xiao qi one.
damn it. My classmates.
she played with our classmates then after that she got angry.
wat the.


Im going to hate you soon.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Me .

LoL. I dont know what to say actually.
Why. You . Him. She .They.
Leave me.
Makes me dunno what to do. I'm going to be 自闭soon.
LoL.


I need friends. to survive. LoL.

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

我讨厌你。

为什么。你总是让我头痛,
让我不了解你。
还要为了你去问人家来了解你。

为什么。你总是害我给我家长骂,
整天为了你不停奔坡。
整天要我喊。
AaaaRrrrGgggHhhh!!!!

为什么。你总是害我哭到死。

我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
我讨厌你!!
永远讨厌你!!





















































































死人头代数!!!!
#@%$#%^$%&^*(^&$%*!!!!!

Monday, April 14, 2008

what is lucky.

Why why why why why why why why why why why..
some of ppl are so lucky all the time.
some of ppl are so unlucky all thge time.
Do you believe your luck?
sighs. Ma friend is in bad luck.
That's pity..=(
I wish i can give her my luck for her to make her dreams come true.
how eager she was, and now it's over....
chamm. =(
i'm so sad to hearing the news she told me.
so hardworking she was to make it true..tried and tried.
anyway. i'm sorry i cant help you for anything..=l


ilywj.why.

Wednesday, April 9, 2008

听我讲废话。 =]

unluckly. lucky.unluckly. lucky.unluckly. lucky.unluckly. lucky.unluckly. lucky.unluckly. lucky.unluckly. lucky.unluckly. lucky.unluckly. lucky.unluckly. lucky.unluckly. lucky...

今天。早上迟起床。 (我倒霉)
今天。早上赶着去课室时差点遇到他。背着那新书包。(我怎么了?)
今天。那班女生愚死我。说什么我有机会了。=.=。(我倒霉)
今天。不小心害到佳雯愚死。(我倒霉)
今天。我丢笔时不小心丢到楼下。(我倒霉)
今天。在人群中不小心给人家推到。(我倒霉)
今天。有人飞书飞到我的脸。(我倒霉)
今天。我有很多东西要讲。可是我要找的人却不在。(我倒霉)
今天。有人很可怜 没有声音不能狂笑了。(她倒霉)
今天。我累了。
今天。我到底做了什么。





。。
我果然在说废话。

_____________________________________________________

我要恭喜身边的朋友。
每个人都得到自己应得到的东西。。

c h e r y L : congratzz !!Your results huh? =] gambatakk arrh.. i miss ya damn much.
c h a N2 : LoL. congratz again=.= match couple huh? x)He is playing me larh damn . !Im going to punch you arh. apologize first xP
c h e n g f o o n g : congratz. You found it again. But lots ppl knew it larh. i never tell anyone. =T
m e? :nothing. 因为我不懂我得到了什么。我也分不清楚什么是我的。 什么是应该属于我的?什么是多余的? 其实。 我也不知道。。
我只知道。我很需要朋友。我很爱两个人。
我也知道。我最近一直讲废话。弄到大家生气。对不起啦。
我脑中有很多的。。
不是智慧。=.= 是。memories. Lol.
我其实。。
只是心情不好 。lollollollollollollollollollollollollol.

Saturday, April 5, 2008

我的星期天。=x

LoL..
早上起来。吃早餐 xD
然后开始折很多很多的衣服。
晒很多很多的衣服。
浇很多很多的花。
烧很多很多的金子。 (因为今天初一><)
梳了很多很多的狗毛。xD


像工人哦。><
因为今天我姐姐去考undang ..
逼不得已全部自己做。
Aarrghh. 全部功课不小心留在学校。
死了。。



很显啊啊啊啊啊。。


这就是我的星期天。 =.=

Friday, April 4, 2008

What my heart wants to say

=3 Chwin : Don be sad narhh. I hope you are happy/ enjoying to love him. Although he loves her. sighs.
Love Makes ppl curious.
Love Makes ppl cry.
Love Makes ppl mad.
Love Makes ppl to be sweet together.
Love Makes ppl . Abandon.
Anyway. workhard for your perform. I expect for ot =D
gahh yaoo !!!! ^^

=3 Ashley : Thank you for being my sister. And thank god i had a greatest sis. =3
And huh. Take care of yourself larh. Always want me to take care of you. find a boy larh xDDDDD LoL. I know you are waiting him xD
=l Myself : Just do it. LoL. x)


=3 ChaN : HoohOO..someone in love huh? xD sweet larh you twoo xDDD
finally my cousin fouind her truee lovee wer. He will be the best damn thing of yours larh . i think =3
M.A.T.C.H. C.O.U.P.L.E. XDDDDD


=3 ''xIaoo'' all : All i hope is. our relationship is well. No war.No argue ok?



=3 Whatever gang : P/s : I miss you all......=l Elisa. Cheryl. Chole. *.*


=3 dancers : Let's workhard!!! x) I love you all . mwax!


ChengFoong :我不曾玩你。只是爱错。Lol. We hurt each other dont we? xD



=3 Huiling + Cartene : It's great to meet you two lengluis. x) Hope our relationship can keep it up ^^ Both of you are so impressivee x)







Thursday, April 3, 2008

I Love =D

I love.

Yichan. ashley. tiffany. hui ling. stefanel. valerie. jiawen(both xD). pearljin. xiao zhern.Yuji. yongqian. pei yin .cheryl. elisa. li ting. ru yi. tracy. chwin. sushi. deric. feddrick. huiwen. cousins. li yue. man jie. shi qi.my classmates. yue shi.liyee. emily. goh karmun. ian.cartene. jia xuan. joey. sushan. keli. li jun. michiko. queyang. sue ling. wei jie. wei ye. wern kit. xiu qiong. yi she. zeddie. wai kiat. qi dong. xian xian. yue wen. eunice. iven. keanu. thomas. hong sheng. all dancers.all my friends. ...



owh. i know im crazyy =D
But i do love my buddiesssss !
mwaxx !

还我清白。

他要我我不要他。
我要他他不要我。

到底想怎样。
让几乎每个人误会是我在玩你。
还。我。清。白。

我知道我对不起一些人。
对不起。

我不懂要讲什么了。。



p/s: ifhy.